the needs to remind people

Assalamualaikum wrt.

its 2.48am and there is another 45mins for Subuh before i hit the sack. So I was ironing my cloth for class this morning when it suddenly hits me about why do we need to remind people. 

(so i prefer writing in malay now to further my rant :))

hari ni terkesan sesuatu perkara dalam hati ni, bila lepas je baca tafsir surah Al-Asr. Surah ni memang insyaAllah semua orang hafal sebab dari sekolah, habis kelas mesti baca kan. :) tapi mungkin belum semua yang  dah faham tafsirnya.

Bila Allah dah bersumpah atas masa dalam ayat pertama(read;demi masa), telah terbukti bahawa masa itu sangat lah berharga. dan orang yang tidak menghargai masa memang betul2 dalam kerugian.

betul2 dalam kerugian. saya selalu terfikir, cukupkan masa kita di dunia ni untuk mencapai segala cita2? dunia sudah tua. kiamat pula kian bersua. selalu sangat risau kalau kita taks empat menyiapkan bekalan untuk di sana.    sedangkan kita semua masih lagi terlena, dibuai keenakan dunia. bila satu masa nanti kita terjaga, adakah lagi masa untuk kita? mungkin masa tu dunia dah tiada. Nauzubillah min zalik.

sebenarnya bukan apa. hati ni sangat kesal dan kasihan dekat orang yang masih tidur. orang2 yang menolak kebenaran. kebenaran yang macam mana? kebenaran itu dimaksudkan dengan meletakkan Allah sebagai nombor satu. Islam atas nama. bukan Islam atas perbuatan. jadi tidakkan rugi bagi mereka? tapi tugas hamba yang sedar masalah ni, dan faham ayat ketiga surah Al-Asr, 'kecuali orang2 yang beriman, beramal soleh, menasihat kepada kebenaran, dan menasihati kepada kesabaran'.

so, remind our brothers and sisters :)

insyaAllah kita semua menjadi orang yang menghargai masa 

wassalam

p/s: maaf kalau bebel pagi ni nampak macam tah pape sikit. huhu

random reminder

"Girls without hijab are hot, and girls with hijab are beautiful, that’s why hell is hot and paradise is beautiful." :D

the breadwinner...

Assalamualaikum and hi. 

my blog is somewhat a personal place where i can talk anything i want which i (thought) i can hide my personality from outsiders but heck, no. i have many silent readers whom in the real life, i know. there is a feeling inside me which giving myself quite an embarrassment when they read these. and there goes a question mark why the hell i created my account if i reluctant people to read? sounds psychotic. :p

  heh. i know its been awhile since i last blog but my busy-ness has been keeping me away from even think of any new posts. induced by packed lectures, class and business, i abandoned my 'awesome baby' blog. but since im in the mood of editing, thinking and typing, hence the post :)

breadwinner. yea, i am so-so an own breadwinner now. heh. a big spender like me has to work hard to compensate the money flewwww...  and as the unluckiest person on earth, i lost, machine-consumed, accidently paid more, outstations and overspent my money. now you dont have to ask why do i do part time business when in total, the lost of money worth +-RM1k hehe. insane!

i vulgarly being a makcik kantin. thinking about what to cook today, rushing from hospital, do groceries, 'cop' the shared stove to cook and whatnots. and to cope with my daily routine as a medical student, sure IT IS REALLY REALLY REALLY HARD (significantly using capital letters because it is hard as it sounds -.-'). and  yea, countless cuts on my hands giving credit to the hardship of being what i am being. heheh.. but Alhamdulillah its worthy. 

nevertheless, i am a human being. i feel guilty sometimes. no, everytime!. i always have the feeling if the food are not okay. too little, too spicy, boring, too expensive, no flavors, too much flavors etc and in fact, i have to admit that i ever sold the very salty salty omellete once. i pm-ed every buyers to apologize. sob2... it is really hard isnt it? T_T

i spilt 'kuah' on my cushion and carpet. i burnt the food, insufficient amount of rice/kuah. and every flaws i think i made to the buyer always make me feel down. seriously. maybe for some other people, business is just a money give in and out process. i mean why the heck some people sell food with the price normally sellers give, but the food are not as awesome as the price? they take the opportunity filthily towards people who are hoping so much for such a pricey food. caution, this is really happening! so kesian man. come on, properly do business can ah? *hahah sorry im being an emo pulak*. for me business is satisfaction. satisfaction for both sides. symbiosis process. and so far, Alhamdulillah, i havent heard of any complains from my buyer.*i hope not* :p

oh before i forget, there is a business growing tremendously in my hostel. many new seller trying to make first steps doing sales. customers are among us students also. i sell, and also buy in the other hand. ehe, do you get how i spend my money? hihihi

mushroom rice+chicken rendang+acar timun

ayam masak lemak cili api+telur dadar+sayur campur
nasi lemak basic+ayam goreng berempah crispy+papadam

sambal ikan bawal+taugeh masak lemak+telur dadar(do you remember the salty salty food i need to apologive from every buyer? heheh..:p)

nasi goreng campur+keropok ikan+ayam goreng berempah crispy

ayam masak kicap+sayur campur+telur dadar

nasi dagang perantau

sizzling mee perantau

nasi minyak+pajeri nanas+ayam masak merah

nasi ayam penyet

kari ayam+kobis cina goreng+sambal tempe jawa

keropok lekor perantau

karipap

dadih. strawberry, jagung, honey dew, milo

food cook and sell and more to come. insyaAllah :)

p/s: duit masuk banyak duit keluar pun banyak lagi baik daripada duit masuk takde, tapi duit keluar banyak. hehehehe. get the point? :p

say hello to springtime :)

once upon a spring time. may 2011.

missing that moment. missing someone even more.

repetition is essential.

the more we learn, the more we do not know....

ive been studying ECG over and over again, and still i keep forgetting time to time. after i passed the exam, i will forget. thats a norm i assume? does everyone else is in the same boat? well, i do love studying. books and knowledge are chocolate to me but i think i do not appreciate then quite much and then the karma hits back. i become forgetful. sighs. so what i need to do is repeat repeat repeat. repetition is the way of learning afterall...

p/s: appreciate the knowledge by learning them by heart. sealed by sincere do'a, weaved by concentration and wrapped by niat kerana Allah...

peace >.<

apakah itu pembedahan pembedahan dan anatomi topografi?

direct translation from the kind google translate, pembedahan pembedahan dan anatomi topografi bermaksud operative surgery and topography anatomy, (оперативной хирургии и топографии анатомии, as what we call it) it is hell, man.

we learnt how to run a surgery?what do we do if we see a bulged chest? how do we cut? what complications if this and that? how do you make many kinds of sutures? at what lines does this organ lies in your body? how is the normal size/conditions of your body state? where does the exudates flow inside your body? whatnots. basically, the baseline for anywho wish to be a surgeon. unfortunately i am excluded. a whole 2 semester of this subject has got my nerves, brain and my body systems disturbed technically.

the 2 semesters of 'опх' (abbv for this subject as we call that, pronounced as 'o-pe-ha') made my thursday every week for 4 months and a consecutive 2 weeks, a nightmare. because this subject is the first full russian medium subject ever since we studied here. so its kinda hard to absorb everything altogether at once.

its true, hardship teaches us to be tough. and i really mean it. we failed every test in class weekly(obviously because of the language barrier), we were lagged to get the credit sign from teacher until the last day of the semester, but whack, we passed the exam successfully. i mean, i am really thankful to God. even though i really have very little knowledge, the exam was really hard but Alhamdulillah, the plain papers given to me were pretty much filled and oral exam went smoothly too.. Alhamdulillah syukur.... :)

p/s: no matter how much did you study before exam, how lacking of knowledge you were at the time, the most important thing is still how much did you put trust on Allah. He definitely will help.

bantuan SOS yang selalu saya gunakan. doa ketika terlupa... :)
اَللَّهُمَّ لاَ سَهْلَ إِلاَّ مَا جَعَلْتَهُ سَهْلاً وَأَنْتَ تَجْعَلُ الْحَزَنَ الصَّعْبَ إِنْ شِئْتَ سَهْلاً.

whose are you?

finally my white batch jersey is distributed... 'dal'ya' is me, and 'dalilin' is dalila's... no explanation needed i supposed? ;p

the orange ones are last year's uni-team jersey.

ready to roar on the next saturday for the interbatch games? ;)